Beijing

I have arrived in Beijing on May 31st, I am staying Beijing Institute of Technology foreign student's apartment. Walking around in Beijing does evoke lots of past feelings with Emma and some new feelings are been aroused, my feeling is like the little boats in the lake moving all over places, I feel that if I was the same person 3 years ago, in the December of 2002, I would be again be consumed by my feelings and emotions.

But this time my foundation is build on the solid rock that will not change, I have too keep realign my eyes back on Lord Jesus Christ for direction, He is like that tall tower that is big and straight that give me a point of reference to remind me of who I am. Holy Sprit is able to warn me of things, and been helping me. My feeling of struggle in temptation before I left is right, I am so glad I brought along with me some Joshua Harris books, and the Great Divorce by CS Lewis, and the holy sprit has been busy directing all my free time to those books and the Bible. I feel that I have to constantly realign my walk in the path of righteousness despite Satan's effort to tug me left and right.

I been praying for my time with my friend Tien Tien, that God would guard my heart, at same time I can make the Gospel of Jesus Christ known to her in a way that she can understand, but seems like so far I am not doing too great of a job, I really need God to do something to speak through me. But mostly I been trying very hard to love her as sister in a pure Godly way, and Holy Sprit is helping me a lot in that area.

I will staying Beijing till June 5th, then I'll be head on a train to Nanjing, in central China. God please use me here to make You know to Tien Tien!