Not to us but You be the glory.

I feel recently as summer started, and summer ministry start to get busy. I really feel Saten is agian temping me to make ministry my idol, temp me to be so busy with ministry that I don't even have time to be with my Lord. I also feel that I am having a hard time remembering it is not about my plans, but the Lord be the glory, to be a servant, to humble my self, really there is nothing good with in me at all, God does not need me at all. All I am is just a broken vessel, put together by the grace of God, glued together by the Holy Sprit, ready to pour out whatever is been put out into me. I can not lead anyone if my own walk with the Lord is not fresh and solid!

26Not so with you. Instead, whoever wants to become great among you must be your servant, 27and whoever wants to be first must be your slave— 28just as the Son of Man did not come to be served, but to serve, and to give his life as a ransom for many."
Matthew 20:26-28

24I tell you the truth, unless a kernel of wheat falls to the ground and dies, it remains only a single seed. But if it dies, it produces many seeds. 25The man who loves his life will lose it, while the man who hates his life in this world will keep it for eternal life.
John 12:24-25